Sunday, September 23, 2012

update



I have been living in a state of fear for the last ten weeks. I have to think about everything I do before I do it...is this going to be the thing that sets me off? I have lived in a opiate daze, feeling nauseous constantly, because without it I end up in the emergency room. Up until my last trip to the emergency room I have taken a fairly passive approach to my treatment; I have assumed that the doctors would look after my better interest. I was wrong to do so.

It seems to me that up until now the only doctors that have even paid attention to what I am actually going through are the ones at the emergency room. I have to say thank you to them as well.

 Thank you doctors and staff at Providence Willamette Falls Hospital Emergency room!

Tomorrow I have an appointment with my primary care doctor...We will see where it goes from there. 

Just to set your minds at ease I am not dying, in no danger of dying from this any time soon. I am just very uncomfortable...but again, such is life.


Chris

8 comments:

  1. ugh man...thanks for the update...that sucks too...i hope you get the treatment you need...

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  2. fuck... I am so behind. please forgive me...

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  3. CHRIS... I'm so behind! I hate to read your pain. Damn, damn, damn.

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  4. Love you, Chris! Hope you get better.

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  5. Been missing you and wondering if something was troubling. Sounds like significant pain. Maybe a neurologist appt?

    I hope you get help ASAP . Pain is so awful

    Take care Chris. Let me know if I can help

    Love
    kj

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  6. Physical pain is so draining! Well, for that matter, emotional pain is draining! I imagine you have a good measure of both right now, which really hits the stink pot. I really hope things start looking up Chris!!!

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  7. ((((well wishes))))
    Really.

    Hope your appointment went well. :}

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  8. So sorry to hear about this. I hope you get answers and the right treatment soon.

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