Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Pains


Window

Maybe
Maybe I really did die
That day
And…my life
Hasn’t gone astray
Just stuck
In limbo
My vision the window
My forehead stuck to
That day

Chris McQueeney    10/9/13    2:40 P.M.

This is the ….I don’t know 7th day in this facility and I am learning
a lot(no not jail). The thing that has been brought up over and over in the last few months is that I have to make accommodations for my disability, rather than excuses…get the help I need, take positive action in my own life…due to my stay in the hospital I doubt that I will get the chance to go to Texas, and I am very sad about that, but I gotta do what I gotta do.
Yesterday was a very hard one for me, today not much better but at least  I have a day that could  be bad…rather than a headstone…………………………………………………

    Wander    10/9/13

4 comments:

  1. true that...at least you are living man...i am thankful for that...and i hope you continued improvement...

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  2. I have no idea what you are going through...Sending encouragement and hope each day will find you better.

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  3. 'Accomodations rather than excuses'--that's a lesson worth remembering.
    Chris, it sounds like you've been to hell and back and now you are in an honest place with honest advice.

    How often I wish I could blame someone or circumstance when things go wrong for me, but I know every time I'm better off sticking with my own power

    You've been missed here. So glad to hear from you xo

    Love
    kj

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  4. hi chris, just stopping by to say hello and leave some hopeful helpful energy, if/as needed.

    surely miss you on these here blogs.

    love
    kj

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