Wash away the hurt
I cry at times
Things seem so
Overwhelming
Some days it
Is just so fucking hard
To breathe
To be
To see the other side
At times I cry
By myself
I don’t hide my tears
They just come
That way
It’s just so heavy
Inside
It just has to come out
At Times I cry
It is not a weakness
Rather a strength
To wash away the hurt
Chris McQueeney
10/19/14
Had a bit of a rough day today,,,nothing major just a bit rough. I haven't been able to hold any food down for days then yesterday got some news from a friend that I really didn't want to hear. but life is like that at times...at times it just takes a shit on your picnic. and I want to throw a tantrum but I am a bit nerve fried and the logical part of my noodle is in charge so, no hissy fits.
Real and True
I see things
At times I try to hide
That fact from the outside
World
I hear things
At times I try to hide
That fact from the outside
World
I live in a world
Where things are transitory
Not always real
Or true
How does one function
When life sends you messages
That just are not
Real
and
true
Chris McQueeney
10/29/14
I am glad you keep posting. I have had a couple low days myself. Not ill but not well either. I didn't really get up today until after 5:00 and yesterday I should have stayed home it turned out because I wasn't firing on all cylinders, really needed some different shit from the shit that was on my sandwich and no one helped that happen.
ReplyDeleteI didn't ask for help but there you are. Sometimes I really do get burdened with the "you should be better than that" bitter pill because I am not always better than that.