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Sunday, September 23, 2012

update



I have been living in a state of fear for the last ten weeks. I have to think about everything I do before I do it...is this going to be the thing that sets me off? I have lived in a opiate daze, feeling nauseous constantly, because without it I end up in the emergency room. Up until my last trip to the emergency room I have taken a fairly passive approach to my treatment; I have assumed that the doctors would look after my better interest. I was wrong to do so.

It seems to me that up until now the only doctors that have even paid attention to what I am actually going through are the ones at the emergency room. I have to say thank you to them as well.

 Thank you doctors and staff at Providence Willamette Falls Hospital Emergency room!

Tomorrow I have an appointment with my primary care doctor...We will see where it goes from there. 

Just to set your minds at ease I am not dying, in no danger of dying from this any time soon. I am just very uncomfortable...but again, such is life.


Chris

8 comments:

Brian Miller said...

ugh man...thanks for the update...that sucks too...i hope you get the treatment you need...

Green Monkey said...

fuck... I am so behind. please forgive me...

Green Monkey said...

CHRIS... I'm so behind! I hate to read your pain. Damn, damn, damn.

Ben Ditty said...

Love you, Chris! Hope you get better.

kj said...

Been missing you and wondering if something was troubling. Sounds like significant pain. Maybe a neurologist appt?

I hope you get help ASAP . Pain is so awful

Take care Chris. Let me know if I can help

Love
kj

Wine and Words said...

Physical pain is so draining! Well, for that matter, emotional pain is draining! I imagine you have a good measure of both right now, which really hits the stink pot. I really hope things start looking up Chris!!!

Nadja Notariani said...

((((well wishes))))
Really.

Hope your appointment went well. :}

BerlinerinPoet said...

So sorry to hear about this. I hope you get answers and the right treatment soon.