How do I go

You’d say

Just walk away

How do I go

When I just have to stay

Can’t live like this

Too heavy a price to pay

I have trouble

Just making it through the day

This is the point

Come with me you’d say

Where you hold out your hand

And we walk away

But this is no dream

At least not today

You are no savior

And this is no play

You are no savior

And this is no play

I have to walk away

Just go

I can no longer stay

I wish you could go

There just is no way

Chris McQueeney    6/4/15

Do that dance

Two step

We try that old dance

One more time

Around and around

We twirl

Dip and slide

Aside from one another

As if anew

I always think that

That we can start

All over again

Without all the broken spaces

Clean and pure

So again we try

Even though

Even though

It didn’t work last time

Some may say that

I am a glutton for punishment

Rather

I like to think of myself

A hopeless romantic

Either way you look at it

Both are hopeless

Can’t see that while the dance is on

So

We try that old dance

One more time

One more time

One more time

Chris McQueeney    6/2/15

My life is going exceptionally well! I havn't been doing much writing lately but I hope that geets better....

Little ones

Stay the world’s hand

They play as if the world

Was away over there

Not caring a whit

Or even a bit

About the struggle

We have to face

Every day

Stay that way

Little ones

Don’t let the world

Have its way with you

Stay the world’s hand

Live in wonder and warmth

Carry with you

Always

The you you were today

Chris McQueeney    5/31/15

waz up

The Dragon


Lay with me
You said
In that
Come fuck me voice
Stay with me
You said
As if I
Had any choice
Prey with me
You said
We will make some
White noise
I would do that
You know
Lay my fear filled soul
At your feet
And go
Out to kill the dragon


Chris McQueeney

Flagging the vein

Long time past

It takes the rig

Then gets back up 

Again

Pull the plunger

Feel the vein

Looking for that

Old time rush again

Wipe the blood

Off the skin

Looking for that

Old time rush again

Steal some time

You have already

Crossed that line

Long time past

Drawn in the sand

Wish there were

Some kind of stand

But that is too much

For this back ally mind

Stumble step

One more time

To the corner 

Where you can find

That old time rush again

Just this

One 

More

Time

Chris McQueeney    5/24/2015

That is the obsession of every addict...just one more time. I can get away with it one more time. and like that many ride it all the way to the grave....