Got cold

 Awe them

If you can’t

Awe them with

Honesty

Baffle them

With bull

Shit

At least that’s the

Idea

Right?

There’s a thin line

Between

Fact and fiction

And when you’re walking

That razor’s edge

Your field of vision narrows

And one must

Tread lightly

So as to not cut your souls

Walk if you must

But remember

Bull shit out weighs

Honesty

And smells a lot

Worse

Chris McQueeney    10/14/14

I guess it would be a good morning if I didn't have a cold. Oh, well I'll live. How are you today? Do you have anything interesting on your plate for the day? 

Do you

Pomp and circumstance

Welcome to my

World

Things are confusing

In here

The rules change

On a daily basis

Basis for indiscriminate

Self-abasement

Floggings are at noon

Sharp

Welcome to the show

Hope you like the

Crowd

The heart of Rome is the

Coliseum

The heart of the empire

Is Spectacle

Pomp and circumstance

blood

Chris McQueeney 10/13/14

Could you find it in yourself to forgive the biggest transgression anyone has ever perpetrated on you? Do you have the ability to walk away from hurt and towards forgiveness...I dont know if I have that in me, and I have no idea where this question came from but think on it for a moment........

Welcome monday

Was her's alone

With tears in her

Eyes

And smiles on their faces

Something in her mind

Told her the way would be long

With their jeers in her

Eyes

And malicious grins on their

Faces

She knew that long trip

Was her’s alone

If any followed

Forever she would swallow

Their fears

All the tears

The words blunt chains

Forcing her to remain

Forever trapped in their eyes

Chris McQueeney    10/11/14

Welcome to my daily check in...Tried to sleep in today but the world would hear none of it so I just lay there as if sleeping. I feel pretty good today which is not an everyday occurrence. I had an awesome weekend. First off I spent the night with my children and then spent all day Saturday with them. I am grateful to get the opportunity to spend even a little bit of time with my son and daughter. this time last year I was forced to not have anything to do with them, things have changed. Then yesterday I had a date with an awesome woman. We went to a movie and had good conversation. All in all a very good weekend. Welcome Monday and if you have read to here welcome again to you! 

Of the wind

They were of the wind,

 Those changelings

You wouldn’t know

Till the time to die was upon

You which was which

We are dying as a species

One by one we are dying

And changing

The spark is dying in our eyes

The stockpile is absolute

What good does having

More than one gun at any time

When you are fighting

One on one hand to the wind

Gun in the air waving

Lead brings weight to the wind

Dragging it down to earth

Where the true battle can begin

Humanity will prevail

but how human will we be

Chris McQueeney 10/12/14  11:05 A.M.

Ice cream truck for good measure

Has fled

The magic has fled the

Building

It saw the crowd

Decided to skip town

And slipped out the

Building

No one knew

What door the magic

Went through

But could feel it all

The same

There were quite a few

Jeers

A few even went so far as to

Throw things

The small minority dropped it all

And shed a few tears

The stage is empty

It’s all gone

If you think about it you will

Realize it was gone all along

Chris McQueeney    10/11/14

I am sitting hear at my x-wife's place with my children...but that gives me no excuse to not write. In fact it gives me more reason to put pen to paper so to speak. I have two children, whose pictures are at the bottom of my blog. Those two little people mean more to me than anything else in the world, literally, more than anything. The better part of a year that I was forced to be separate was amongst the worst times in my life...up there with when we lost my father. When I was allowed the privilege to be back in their life I imagined hours and hours of fun and playing. I was not wrong, there is much playing, but very little of it has to do with me other than the fact of my prescience. I don't have to be exciting, I just have to be here...that is part of being a parent, just being there. In the long run they will remember me being there most of all. It doesn't hurt if there is an icecream truck thrown in there for good measure..............