Father's Heart...Oregon City....

Yes Seconds

Yes, the sign says

On the very first line

Black letters, green background

Seconds, The word

On the very last line

Two words tell a story

So clearly defined

Yes

Seconds

Says the sign

Black letters, green behind

The hungry stand lined up

One thought on their mind

Tonight I wont sleep hungry

Worries no mind

Maybe tomorrow We will see

The other side

Black letters Red background 

only one line

One word, two letters

only one line

No

Is all you will find

Christopher McQueeney   12, 13, 2013   2:30 P.M

I stood in line with them, hungry, and gretful, that when starving food was provided

Santa's Caper

 

Santa's Caper

 

 

I swear, I left it here
somewhere
he says with a little
hiccup in his get up
and go cuz we got these damn
deer shitting everywhere

 

 

 

 and trying to play those fucking reindeer games,

I mean really, fucking reindeer games...

works better with Gary seneese, sted we got stinky ass beasts...

Fu king rain dear gamZ.
Gods damn it all" face purpling "Rudolf you fucking degenerate,

get back in line. and for fucks sakes stop lighting up your nose under blitzing's balls,

just aint right I say...Word to the wise,

straight from Santa's mouth to his belly,

maybe a bit from his butt too...um, that's gross,

that place your mind just went, pew! back to Santa's inside
bubbles from his belly to his brain flash front and center

hmmm, to your surprise, didn't see this one coming, can tell from his eyes,

 he's drunk, flying over, Rolling dirty, he is
super fucking High
"Mother fuck Yeah!!! Got my keys!"

he shouts from inside the dilapidated kid sized playhouse

inside that house that was silent
"Motherfucking lazy ass deer help me get this fucking thing off me before we fly.

We got to stop in Colombia on our way to that guy...you know the one, that sultan,

the one that fucks anything and lives in dubi!"
Soooo, next year keep it safe, close, inside,

rum in his eggnog on Christmas eve is horrible, wrong,

it's not ok to drink and fly.
"Dam nit Donner Keep your shit to the left, fly straight I don't wanna die."

 Shouted Santa from that house that was silent

 was silent, once upon a time...


Wander 12/2/13 4:30 P.M.

December 1, 2013 at 4:34 PM

Open letter

Angry
You think you know 
what that word means
Angry
You think you 
know me
you think flipping over your table
had even occurred 
to me
Angry
The thought of hurting 
you or yours
never even came to me
angry
don't you have any idea
how much you and they
mean to me
angry
you wonder why I keep bringing up
my family
how the fuck can you/they
not see
you/they are the only thing 
that means a fucking thing
to me
Angry...
no, I'm not angry
I'm sad and scared
of trying to live
When everything I hear
and see
tells me to ask you
to end it all
for me...
because I cant, your in my way


Christopher McQueeney  4:29 P.M 11/27/13

Diagnosis

It Grew


We fell in love
This is true
We fell hard,
Me...and then you

We fell in love
Me and you
Fell hard indeed 
As only few do

I fell hard
If only I knew
How into hardness I fell
And only it grew

We fell in love
But into hardness it grew
Falling into hardness broke me
My falling broke you too


Christopher McQueeney 9:45 P.M. 11/22/2013




Their may be a flashlite at the end of the tunnle...maybe even a lantern because I am starting to see where my feet are landing...i was diagnosed with encephalopathy, toxic...only took sixteen months for dr's to reach that conclusion. any info you can share would be greatly appreciated...

Welcome to wander's world
corndog fries and
potato curles
in his world the
criddlers are crawling through

Your door

creeping through your door
they finger your goodies,
`then c the things 211a.....
Grip it tight you battle once more

the criddlers are crawling
across
the floor
criddling your brains
destroying the door


Christopher Michael Mcqueeney    11/13/2013  6:01P.M.


to my friends out thank you for your concern