tic toc lifer

tic toc lifer


Box rider
Brother beside her
Life's trials insider
no shirt
no shoes
no service
So the sign says
Livin life on a timer
Tic toc lifer
Tear on her eyelid
Don't go she says
Not understanding
How hard it is
Not breaking
At the sound
Of tears in her voice
Tic toc lifer
Livin life on a timer
Box rider
Brother beside her
Got to go
This time
But someday...
Someday


Chris  mcQueeney    9/24/14


Day nine of writing every day...Today the writing is alright. Life seems flat for some reason, and I feel apathetic to the everyday things  I have to do. That is all right, It's not always that way...I say it is all right but at the same time I feel that it isn't. Talking about it today brought the focus on it for me. When the world feels flat it is a tough thing to get motivated, time seems to drag on. I don't like it when I get this way, and it is a relatively new thing. I think that it has something to do with the medication I have to take because of the brain damage I received two years ago. At times it feels akin to pulling teeth just to do the most simple of things. In the past I had more energy than I had things to do...that isn't the case now. At times it is as if I am wearing a led weighted suite, dragging along.
Oh well, I guess I will just have to walk this path until it get's better. I do have hope that it will get better...It will get better.